New job New me

Or so you’d like to think!  So what can an ex headteacher do? An ex headteacher who has only ever worked in education and has a Bachelor of Education degree? So far, it seems, not a lot. I’m honestly looking for work and am costantly scouring the Internet.  I’ve made some.applications too..my issue is that…

Day something!

Last night I slept !! Yeah!! It’s one on and one off at moment as the night before I didn’t – soooo boring! I’m trying not to let it wind me up though but it’s tedious. And jumpy legs grrr but besides that just no sleep ! Oh and head aches! However today following sleep…

Thursday – day 8 ?

It’s strange but one of the main things I’m struggling with is the merging of time and days. I’m not sleeping well. Well,  actually I’m sometimes sleeping well (12 hours) but for the last few nights it’s been fitfully.  In fact last night wasn’t good -it was rubbish. I slept for a couple of hours…

Missed Saturday and Sunday and now it’s Monday night!

So all is going well then 😉 following a full day of sleeping on Friday (day 2) we celebrated with a romantic evening out ! This consisted of me largely not being able to tolerate alcohol (felt very sic) so my knight in shining armour saving the day by not wasting any !! All good…

Day 2 still..

So went back to slept and woke up at 12.30 – the most sleep I’ve had in ages and with no drugs!! Perhaps I’m sorted 😉 anyway I then spent far too long I t he hottub and now feel hot and sick and still tired! Fatigue is a symptom of withdrawal so that’s OK…

Day 2

I slept all night ( can’t remember when that happened!) But am now feeling ‘proper shit’ as they say! Headache, aching (that could be yoga!l and a slightly bleeding nose. So I’m going back to bed -photos later !xx

Still day one! Oven basted turkey!

Well I managed yoga without falling asleep. Unfortunately the lady next to me did and snored really loudly! All a bit awkward really 😯 The manic phase is still ongoing and the house is extremely tidy! But that’s all really.. I actually feel extremely calm (and hot) and content – a bit stoned – without…

Day One – Chilled Turkey

I’ve decided to try and plot my journey through cold turkey to warm custard by photographing various parts of my anatomy! Above is day one – with makeup so not all hope is lost just yet! As always I didn’t think through the whole stopping amitriptyline yesterday as yesterday was also Methotrexate day. Methotrexate for…

Cold Turkey

It seems that going cold turkey had an effect yesterday when I managed to post this without any content! ! So another day and another attempt.. The GOOD NEWS The humira is working! It has knocked my arthritis into remission! I am cured !! Actually I’m not cured I’m only as cured as long as…

RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW

So I’m presently present – mainly !! Song lyrics spring to mind.. ‘I made it through the rain…’ I am the sum of my life experiences. I have been moulded by experiences. I’ve been led and have led. It’s been a ‘Long and winding road…’ I never had a life plan (which in hindsight is…